Have you seen this? I can't stop happy dancing to think my book has been mentioned in USA Today!
It's been a wonderful release week for Blood Gift and thank you to everyone who stopped by Release Party on Facebook and who has bought and/or started to read my book!
Please do me a huge favor and review it on Amazon and Goodreads and Loose Id. I'd really like to build momentum for this one!
My blog tour continues through January, so please stop by at the various blogs and leave me comments. Don't forget to enter the giveaway. You could win a copy of the book and a $25 gift certificate to Amazon or B&N!
I'll be on Blog Radio in January talking about my vampires and I'm busy on the sequel which has a working title of Blood Bondage.
Thank you so much for your continued support and Happy Holidays!
Oh, and I'm trying to figure out a new name (and look) for this blog. I welcome suggestions in the comments below!
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Vampires on Parade!
I'm embarking on a blog tour with Blood Gift!
The schedule can be found here You can also enter to win a e-copy of the book and a $25 giftcard from Amazon or B&N.
Today I'm visiting For Whom the Book Tolls where I discuss (among other things) the hardest scene to write and why.
Hope you'll join me!
The schedule can be found here You can also enter to win a e-copy of the book and a $25 giftcard from Amazon or B&N.
Today I'm visiting For Whom the Book Tolls where I discuss (among other things) the hardest scene to write and why.
Hope you'll join me!
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Cover Reveal and Countdown to Release of The Circle: Blood Gift
On December 10th, something personally momentous is going to happen. My vampire novel, The Circle: Blood Gift will be released by Loose Id. Some of you might know I began writing the first rendition of this novel back in 2006, post-Katrina. Writing was the major way I dealt with losing my home in New Orleans and the abrupt upheaval of my life.
The first three or four years after Katrina were hard ones for me. I had to give up my home in a city I adored and try to make myself like Houston (something I still struggle with eight years later). I lost all four of my beloved cats to old age and various illnesses. My marriage broke up which left me without a best friend for a while, and it seemed like the whole world conspired against me.
Writing saved my sanity and characters like Anabel, Andre, Parker, Oliver, Gareth, Neal, Harry and Denis helped me make it day to day.
I got through my crisis years and moved on. I published my debut novel, Beneath the Skin and began to write a series around the two main characters, Stanzie and Murphy.
But I never forgot my vampires.
About a year ago I dug them up from dusty old files and gave them a new spin. Some of the original cast didn't make the cut, and one major character, Anabel, became Claire, someone completely new, yet with some of Anabel's core characteristics.
I came up with what I thought was a pretty damn good novel. I sent it out for submission. The first publisher sent me a generic rejection letter. The second sent me a personalized one telling me I *just missed*. The third publisher sent me a revise and resubmit letter. Could I make these changes? If I could, they would love to see my novel again.
Three months and buckets of tears later*, I resubmitted and the day I received the acceptance letter, I nearly burst with joy.
On December 10th, this novel, now titled The Circle: Blood Gift (does that give you a hint this means the book is the first in a series? Well, maybe it should!) will be released. I hope you will come with upon my journey as the book tours with Buy The Book Tours. If you are a blogger and want to host me on this tour, you can sign up here.
For now I will leave you to sink your fangs..err.. feast your eyes upon the cover. Isn't it gorgeous? Mina Carter at Loose Id did a fabulous job, didn't she? See you on December 10th!
* This book is so personal to me, revising it dredged up a lot of personal issues and angst. But it was all worth it. I think this final version is better than any of the versions that came before it. So get ready for an adventure!
The first three or four years after Katrina were hard ones for me. I had to give up my home in a city I adored and try to make myself like Houston (something I still struggle with eight years later). I lost all four of my beloved cats to old age and various illnesses. My marriage broke up which left me without a best friend for a while, and it seemed like the whole world conspired against me.
Writing saved my sanity and characters like Anabel, Andre, Parker, Oliver, Gareth, Neal, Harry and Denis helped me make it day to day.
I got through my crisis years and moved on. I published my debut novel, Beneath the Skin and began to write a series around the two main characters, Stanzie and Murphy.
But I never forgot my vampires.
About a year ago I dug them up from dusty old files and gave them a new spin. Some of the original cast didn't make the cut, and one major character, Anabel, became Claire, someone completely new, yet with some of Anabel's core characteristics.
I came up with what I thought was a pretty damn good novel. I sent it out for submission. The first publisher sent me a generic rejection letter. The second sent me a personalized one telling me I *just missed*. The third publisher sent me a revise and resubmit letter. Could I make these changes? If I could, they would love to see my novel again.
Three months and buckets of tears later*, I resubmitted and the day I received the acceptance letter, I nearly burst with joy.
On December 10th, this novel, now titled The Circle: Blood Gift (does that give you a hint this means the book is the first in a series? Well, maybe it should!) will be released. I hope you will come with upon my journey as the book tours with Buy The Book Tours. If you are a blogger and want to host me on this tour, you can sign up here.
For now I will leave you to sink your fangs..err.. feast your eyes upon the cover. Isn't it gorgeous? Mina Carter at Loose Id did a fabulous job, didn't she? See you on December 10th!
* This book is so personal to me, revising it dredged up a lot of personal issues and angst. But it was all worth it. I think this final version is better than any of the versions that came before it. So get ready for an adventure!
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Autumn Activity
Right this moment I am sunk deep into editing my latest novel. Yes, my vampire novel, The Circle, got a contract! With Loose Id no less! I have no cover reveal yet, but the novel is out December 10th and when I get more info, I will update here.
Other news - The Wolf Within series is moving! The first six novels have been published by (and will continue to reside with) Lyrical Press. However, moving forward Stanzie and Murphy will be investigating mysteries in the Great Pack at Dark Continents Publishing. I'm extremely excited because now I get to work with the talented Nerine Dorman again as my editor. She edited the first three Stanzie novels so it is like full circle going back to work with her.
I've also completed a paranormal romance about gargoyle shifters called Heart of Stone. I am sending it out on submission next month to a variety of agents and publishing houses to see where it will land. Wish me luck!
The Wolf Within series is on tour currently. Check out the schedule and drop by to visit if you can. Don't forget to enter the drawing for all six of the series novels and a $15 giftcard!
Now I must fly back to my edits. I am in the middle of crafting a fantasy scene between the heroine, Claire, and her vampire lover, Andre. EEK!
Before you go, check out my Pinterest boards. They'll give you a glimpse into my wolf shifters, vampires and gargoyle worlds.
Happy Autumn and I'll talk to you all soon!
Other news - The Wolf Within series is moving! The first six novels have been published by (and will continue to reside with) Lyrical Press. However, moving forward Stanzie and Murphy will be investigating mysteries in the Great Pack at Dark Continents Publishing. I'm extremely excited because now I get to work with the talented Nerine Dorman again as my editor. She edited the first three Stanzie novels so it is like full circle going back to work with her.
I've also completed a paranormal romance about gargoyle shifters called Heart of Stone. I am sending it out on submission next month to a variety of agents and publishing houses to see where it will land. Wish me luck!
The Wolf Within series is on tour currently. Check out the schedule and drop by to visit if you can. Don't forget to enter the drawing for all six of the series novels and a $15 giftcard!
Now I must fly back to my edits. I am in the middle of crafting a fantasy scene between the heroine, Claire, and her vampire lover, Andre. EEK!
Before you go, check out my Pinterest boards. They'll give you a glimpse into my wolf shifters, vampires and gargoyle worlds.
Happy Autumn and I'll talk to you all soon!
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - More from The Circle 2 - Vampire Erotic Paranormal Romance
More from the Circle 2. This one is R-rated for sure.
***
***
I kissed him because I couldn't
resist. His mouth moved against mine as he whispered my name. Inside my head, I
envisioned a golden, sparkling net which I cast out toward him. Sometimes when
I did this mental exercise, I netted his thoughts. A guilty pleasure because
most of the time, he was thinking of me.
“God,
I love you so much, Claire. Full of golden light, that’s you. Why can’t you see
yourself as I see you? Just once I’d like you to look in the mirror and see what
I see. Just once.”
He found the zipper tab in the back
of my crumpled gown and pulled. The gown slid to the floor and I stepped out of
the circle of silk and kicked it away. Naked, I pressed against Andre as his
hand covered the X on my back and the red circle around it.
I nicked my tongue against one of
his fangs and at the taste of my blood, he hissed and lifted me up into his
arms. Never stopping our kiss, he carried me to his bed and gently let me down
on the mattress. I watched him undress. First his shirt dropped to the floor,
then his pants and socks. His body was fucking hot. Sleek, muscled, male. His
erection jutted straight up, pointing at the ceiling and when he moved to the
bed, I slid across the mattress so I could take him in my hand. One pearlescent
drop of moisture glittered on the tip of his penis and I licked it away. He
fisted my hair with both hands and watched me, his dark eyes dreamy with lust. Love.
Andre loved me. The only person in the whole world who ever had.
I loved him too. So much. But I was
afraid to tell him. Love was so strange and giddy a concept. I wanted to savor
it, understand it. I wanted to tell him, but something inside me always held
back. My self-esteem was shaky at best and while I was slowly coming to believe
myself worthwhile, I just wasn't ready to be so vulnerable and tell him I loved
him. I didn't seem to do things right and this was so important I had to have
it perfect. Anyway, he knew I loved him, how could he not? It was all right there every time I touched
him.
I wanted him to always look at me
the way he was right now. Always want me the way I wanted him. Always.
***
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Saturday, May 18, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - More From The Circle 2
More from the Circle 2. :) Sunday Sneak Peek time again!
***
***
“You think you can help me? How?" I asked.
“I’m your trigger. You heard Oliver tonight.
I’m the one who’s supposed to get a handle on this thing. We’re in this
together, okay?”
I stared at Andre, vulnerable and
alone. He swore beneath his breath and rolled to his feet with his effortless,
vampiric grace so he could come to me.
For the first time since we’d left
Oliver’s warehouse, I allowed him to embrace me. He smelled so good. He felt so
damn wonderful.
“I could lose myself in you,” I
whispered, winding my arms around his neck. The rapid thud of his heartbeat
matched mine.
“No.” He combed his fingers through
my snarled hair. “We find ourselves in each other, Claire. My strength is yours
if you’ll just take it.”
***
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Saturday, May 11, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - Andre and Claire
More Sneak Peek Sunday from my second vampire novel in my Circle series. Which, alas, is as yet unpublished. The first novel is out on the submission mill, so cross your fingers for me!
***
***
“I wouldn't be able to choose the
memory. It could be anything horrid from his past. It probably would be awful
knowing my luck. This fucking Enhanced power never seems to have any positive
uses. It’s always negative. Always.” I
scrambled away from Andre, intent on escape, but there was nowhere to go.
“You influence mortals. You read
their minds and you help them. I've seen you do it, Claire.” More patience. The
man was a saint and I was a frigging demon from hell he’d been tasked to care
for.
“Oh, yeah. So I make lovers forget
why they’re angry at each other and once I gave a homeless man ten pounds and
told him to take the offer of work in the shelter. Big frigging deal. And
anyway, that’s mortals. What I have done for the Circle with my power? What positive thing have I ever done for
anybody here?”
“ You've brought me joy,” he told me.
And looked so fucking miserable as he said it.
“Yeah, I’m Santa Claus, the Tooth
Fairy and the fucking Easter Bunny all rolled up into a sexy package with blond
hair and big boobs. Yeah, I’m wonderful, aren't I?” I stalked to the window and
stared down into Hyde Park . Bare branches,
dirty patches of snow. Ugly. Filthy and barren as my thoughts were tonight.
“Claire.” Andre held out his hand
and the stubborn idiot truly expected me to rush across the room and take it. “We
can’t make the shared memories stop if we don’t know how they work.”
***
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Saturday, May 4, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - Claire and Andre Make Plans
More from the Circle 2! Andre is Claire's trigger -- which means he is her best shield against the thoughts of mortals overwhelming Claire as her powers ramp up. He's also her lover and her master. The Circle is set up in a master/apprentice mentorship. Masters guide. They don't own. Every master has a different style. I kinda like Andre's, but then I'm biased since I wrote him! :)
Last week Claire was searching for a way to make it up to Ursula for sharing her terrible memory of being stabbed by her john when she was a mortal prostitute. Secrets from mortal life are like currency in the Circle. Guarded jealously and shared only between intimates, Claire's ability to read minds and share/see memories threatens to topple the delicate balance of the Circle and everyone in it.
***
Last week Claire was searching for a way to make it up to Ursula for sharing her terrible memory of being stabbed by her john when she was a mortal prostitute. Secrets from mortal life are like currency in the Circle. Guarded jealously and shared only between intimates, Claire's ability to read minds and share/see memories threatens to topple the delicate balance of the Circle and everyone in it.
***
Do you think if I told her I killed
Stephen, it would make things better?” I asked. Stephen. My drug addict
boyfriend. The last one I’d had before I’d been Turned. He’d been an abusive
fuck and I’d let him shoot up an extra strong dose of heroin without warning
him it was more than he was used to. Then I’d watched French television while
he’d died on the bathroom floor. Four years ago. Four seconds ago. My atrocity
was never far from my mind.
“You didn't kill him.” Andre’s
voice was flat. “And, no, it wouldn't make things better. Getting control of
your powers is the only thing that might.”
“I have no idea how I shared her
memory. I've never shared them before. I've seen people’s memories. They come
at random. I don’t try to make them happen.” I squeezed my eyes shut and rocked
back and forth on the mattress.
“I’m going to ask Gareth to help us.
Have him come round here so we can practice.”
“You want to try to make them happen? Force a shared memory?” I lifted my head so I
could stare at him. You heard Oliver. It’s an abomination. It’s rape. I can’t
do that on purpose. I can’t, Dre!”
“If we’re trying to do it, Gareth
would have full knowledge that it was going to happen. That’s not rape, that’s
consensual.” Andre’s voice was gentle. He was so damned patient with me.
***
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Saturday, April 27, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - Claire and Andre in The Circle 2
More from The Circle 2! Wish me luck getting a contract for The Circle (the first book in this series). It's out on submission (again). I am going to find a home for these vampires and it is going to be an awesome one!
***
***
“Angel, talk to me.” Andre sat
close beside me on the mattress on the floor. I’d taken refuge in my room when
we’d arrived at our Knightsbridge flat. For months I’d meant to decorate the
room – at least get a bed frame, but since I slept with Andre in his room, I hadn't gotten around to it. Since the night the circles had appeared around our
Circle marks, we’d been inseparable. Mostly we’d made love. We should have been
working on how to control my powers, but we’d had so much lost time to make up.
Regret and shame tasted sour on my
tongue and I buried my face in my drawn up knees. I couldn't get the image of
Ursula’s petrified expression as she’d been stabbed out of my head. God, if
only I could scrub my eyes with a wire brush the way I could the kitchen sink
when it got dirty.Both of us stank of old blood. We
needed baths and clean clothes.
“Does she have a scar?” Over and
over I saw the knife plunge into Ursula’s back. Jesus, that had to have hurt
like hell. She wore backless gowns, but I couldn't remember seeing a scar. Why
was there no scar? “From the knife when she was stabbed?”
“No. When you Turn, all your scars
heal,” Andre reminded me.
“But you knew she was a prostitute
before she was Turned?” My voice was muffled by the blood-red sheets that
shrouded my knees. They smelled stale. I only used this room as a glorified
closet. I hadn't spared a thought for washing the sheets in ages.
“Oliver told me before he let me
Turn her. Asked if it made a difference to me. With my past indiscretions, I
could hardly have objected. She volunteered that information exactly one time,
ten years later. I never said a word to anybody. Of course, she also mentioned
it to Parker, who did tell everyone. By the time he told you, it was old news,
although I suppose Neal didn't know. But it’s a sore spot with her.” Andre made
sure to keep his body in contact with mine, but he made no move to embrace me.
If he had, I would have pushed him away because I didn't deserve comfort. But
his touch was the only thing that kept me anchored. I was one breath away from
howling. I hated myself. Ursula was a
bitch, but I’d had no fucking right to expose her the way I had.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - The Circle 2 - Oliver, Claire and Andre
More from my vampire novel, Circle 2. Still have fingers crossed the first one will sell!
Today we pick up with Oliver expressing his...disappointment to Claire and Andre
***
Today we pick up with Oliver expressing his...disappointment to Claire and Andre
***
What a disappointment you are,
Claire. I was told you bonded with your trigger, but that red circle says
otherwise.” Oliver turned from the window to pin me with his awful gaze. Exposed,
I could only stare back and hope like hell my goddamn game face was in place.
“Oliver, we both felt the bond snap
into place. The circles prove something happened. You said we’d know when our
bond formed, and we did.” Andre’s game face was perfect. His tone was not
precisely argumentative, but Oliver’s mouth tightened and a spurt of fear
licked down my spine.
I’d felt something that night when Andre and I had made love after three
months of keeping each other at arm’s length. Months of misunderstanding and
reproach. But even then I hadn't truly known we’d bonded. Andre told me we had
and I’d accepted that when I’d seen our altered marks. But why was mine red and
his black? What did that mean?
“I can tell by your expression, my
dear, that you know precisely what I’m talking about.” Oliver’s voice was a
silken threat. For a second, Andre’s game face slipped, and he looked scared
and vulnerable. Betrayed. My temples pounded and I resisted the urge to rub
them and give away the fact my head hurt.
“What you did tonight was an
abomination.” Oliver didn't need to strike me physically. I reeled from the
force of his tone just as I would have from his fist. “Sharing memories without
consent is rape, Claire. I do not ever want it to happen again.”
My vision blurred. Shit. Was I
going to faint? Panic, bright and huge,
blinded me, but there was nowhere to run. Pain walloped me between the eyes and
I tasted the blood a split second before I felt the warmth of it on my lip. My
nose was bleeding. A roaring noise blotted out what Oliver said next. I only
saw his lips move and then he thrust a linen handkerchief at me and my clogged
senses became crystal clear once more. My heartbeat was so damn loud, I was
sure Oliver and Andre were deafened by it.
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - Vampires and the Circle 2
After a couple of weeks of disappearing into the woodwork to play in Las Vegas and write a novel about gargoyles, I'm back with six more paragraphs from the Circle 2
When we left off, Oliver, the vampire Circle Master, had ordered Claire and her master, Andre into his office to "discuss" the fact she could share memories. Oliver wanted to see her Circle mark..
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When we left off, Oliver, the vampire Circle Master, had ordered Claire and her master, Andre into his office to "discuss" the fact she could share memories. Oliver wanted to see her Circle mark..
***
My head hurt. Both temples throbbed
with bursts of sharp pain.
My gown was strapless, black and
blue sequined tiers to my ankles. A simple tug at the zipper in back and it
fell to the floor in a whisper of lace. I wore nothing underneath. I swiveled
to present my back and Oliver moved toward me. I braced myself for a blow, but
merely felt the trace of his fingertip as he touched the red circle around the
black X. Gebo, the X, was a Nordic rune. Oliver’s Circle mark. We all had one
in the same spot on left-hand side of our lower backs. Mine was now enhanced
with a red circle. Andre had a matching circle, only his was black.
“Red.” The word was an accusation. “Yours,
Andre?”
“Black, sir,” said my master. He
moved his fingers to the buttons on his shirt. “Shall I show you?”
“No need.” Oliver moved toward the
breathtaking view of London ’s
wharves from the floor to ceiling warehouse windows by his desk. “Her powers
are growing. You, as her trigger, need to get a handle on them or she will
destroy my Circle.” He contemplated the
view, his handsome profile thrown into sharp relief by the lights.
I desperately wanted to put my
dress back on, but he had not given me leave. The office was chilly and I
shivered as I looked out at the black water of the icy Thames .
February in London
was such an unforgiving, dirty month.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Jennifer Lowery Talks Murphy's Law and So Do I!
Today I've got the lovely Jennifer Lowery visiting. She's got a hot new contemporary romance, Murphy's Law, out available from Lyrical Press. Here's a bit about the book to whet your appetites. Don't forget to read my review at the very end! How many stars did I give Murphy's Law?
Murphy’s Law/Contemporary Romance
Blurb:
Tag: Nowhere to go. No place to hide.
Home is the last place Jon Murphy can go. After being held
captive in Tazbekistan, he returns to the States only to find he can’t face his
mom and sisters with what he did while he was a prisoner, so he retreats to the
mountains.
Widow Sara Sheldon has made a lifetime of mistakes and is
now running scared from her husband’s powerful family, who are determined to
take her daughter away from her. When her little girl goes missing in the
Rockies, Sara enlists the only help she can find: a gruff recluse with tracking
skills to admire and a body to covet.
A storm strands Sara and her daughter at Murphy’s cabin,
leaving her no choice but to hope her in-laws don’t catch up while she plans
where to run next. Murphy resents the invasion of his privacy, but can’t seem
to keep his mind--or his hands--off Sara. How can she stand to look at him,
with all his scars? He’s not nearly as honorable as she might think…only enough
to make sure she’s safe, and then he’ll go back to being alone, the way he
should be.
CONTENT WARNING: Sexual content
A Lyrical Press Contemporary Romance
Excerpt:
Copyright
2013, Jennifer Lowery
All
rights reserved, Lyrical Press, Inc.
Murphy
sat at the kitchen table, half in the shadows created by the soft light glowing
above the stove, hair tousled from sleep. Naked to the waist. A bottle of amber
liquid sat in front of him, an empty glass in his hand. Her gaze landed on his
muscled shoulders and trailed across his tanned chest. So much for getting him
out of her mind. Now she had the real thing to dream about. Looking at the dark
hairs that veed down his chest and disappeared behind the table, she decided
he’d been right. He was a dangerous man.
She
tore her gaze away from temptation and looked at the granite lines of his face.
Beneath the hardness of his expression, something haunting lingered. Drawn, she
circled the table to the opposite end.
Murphy
met her eyes with coldness that should have sent her running for the safety of
her room, but she remained standing in place. He wanted to chase her away. This
time she wasn't running.
“Mind
if I join you?” She grabbed a glass and from the cupboard and reached over his
shoulder for the bottle.
His
hand snaked out and wrapped around hers, preventing her from pouring a drink.
“I
mind,” he growled.
“Well,
get over it. I need a drink.”
Scowling,
he let go of her hand and allowed her to pour a glass for herself. She refilled
his glass next, set the bottle on the table, moved to the chair beside him and
sat, lifting her glass.
“Cheers.”
She brought the glass to her lips. His gaze as she drained the glass made her
fight the urge to cough as the fiery liquid burned its way down her throat.
Seconds later she felt the familiar warming sensation as it numbed her insides.
Her eyes filled with tears. She blinked them away and reached for the bottle.
Murphy
held it away from her. “What are you doing?”
“Having
a drink. I’m not in the mood for warm milk tonight.”
His
eyes darkened and narrowed. “You don’t strike me as the drinking type.”
She wasn't but tonight it sounded good. Maybe it would soothe away her problems
and make her forget how screwed-up her life was. Talking about Kent earlier had
brought back painful memories. She didn't want to feel that misery anymore.
“Maybe
you don’t know my type,” she said.
He
studied her closely for a moment before rubbing a hand over his face. “Go back
to bed, Sara. Sleep it off.”
“I
don’t want to sleep it off. I’m tired of thinking about it.”
Maybe
it was the whisky, or his naked chest, or the part of her that had been dormant
for six years coming back to life. More than anything she wanted to discover it
with Murphy, her strong, scarred hero.
She
rose to her feet. He watched warily as she stepped in front of him and
positioned herself between him and the table. He leaned back in his chair and
sent her a thunderous look.
“You
and I are alike in many ways, Murphy,” she said softly. “ We've both lost pieces
of ourselves we can’t ever get back and it has forced us into a life of
loneliness and solitude. I don’t know about you, but I’m tired of being alone.”
He
pinned her with a hard glare. “I’m not what you want. Go back to your room
before I do something we’ll both regret in the morning.”
His
harshly spoken words sent little electrical shocks through her body.
“I’m
tired of people telling me what I want.”
Author Bio:
Jennifer Lowery grew up reading romance novels in the back
of her math book and on the bus to school, and never wanted to be anything but
a writer. Her summers were spent sitting
at the kitchen table with her sisters spinning tales of romance and intrigue
and always with a tall glass of ice tea at their side.
Today, Jennifer is living that dream and she couldn't be
happier to share her passion with her readers.
She loves everything there is about romance. Her stories feature alpha heroes who meet
their match with strong, independent heroines.
She believes that happily ever after is only the beginning of her
stories. And the road to that happy ending is paved with action, adventure, and
romance. As her characters find out when they face danger, overcome fears, and
are forced to look deep within themselves to discover love.
Jennifer lives in
Michigan with her husband and two children.
When she isn't writing she enjoys reading and spending time with her
family.
Find Jennifer:
Buy Murphy’s Law:
Jennifer was also gracious enough to submit to one my author interviews. Here's what she had to say!
Look! It's Jennifer! Hi , Jennifer!
Hi Amy and all you fabulous readers out there *waves*
Thank you so much for having me today! My contemporary romance, Murphy’s Law,
released last month so I’m very excited to be here! Thank you so much for
sharing it with me!!
Q. Where did you come up with the idea to write Murphy’s
Law? It’s a great love story with a suspenseful back story that keeps the
reader intrigued throughout the novel.
Actually, the story
came to me in the form of Murphy. I just had to write his story. Then when I
met Sara and Abby I knew I was never going to be the same J
I love action, adventure stories so that was a must for me, I just had no idea
what kind of roller coaster Murphy and Sara were going to take me on when I
started writing! I loved every minute!
Q. If you could have dinner with Jon Murphy, what do you
think he’d order? Would he pay? Would you? Would you split the bill?
He’s a steak and
potatoes man, lol. And, yes, he would so pay. Just like he refused to let Sara
worry about paying him back in the story when she was broke and had nowhere to
go. And, yes, I would let him pay since he’s going to anyway.
Q. If I could see Sara’s bookshelf, what kinds of books
would she have on it? Why?
Shelves and shelves of
sketch pads ,books on sign language, children’s books, and probably some books
of poems.
Q. Was there a reason you chose to make Sara’s daughter
deaf? It was an interesting plot device.
I know I thought it worked out so that she would never hear Sara and Murphy up
to any bedroom shenanigans in the small cabin, but I’m sure you had more than
that in mind!
I actually had no idea
until I met Abby that she was deaf. She was such an inspiration in the story.
Nothing stopped her. And she melted Murphy’s hardened heart from the start J
Q. Why did you make Murphy’s family ranchers?
I had no idea they
were ranchers until I met them, lol. You've probably realized by now that I’m a
complete pantser! Yep, I write by the seat of my pants. I have no idea of where
my story is going until I get there. I start with a scene or character and just
start writing. I love discovering my story. It’s like unwrapping a gift, only
better!
Q. What writing projects are you working on right now? Any new books coming out soon maybe?
Right now I am working
on Book #2 in my mercenary series/Onyx Group (the sequel to Hard Core). And I’m
almost finished with the first book in my new bodyguard series. Yay! Can’t wait
to introduce you to the Wolff brothers!
Thank you for having me today, Amy!! I just want to send
out a big THANK YOU to all my readers out there! Without you I wouldn't be
here. My wish is to one day meet each and every one of you so I can personally
thank you for your generosity and support!
All my best,
Jennifer
All my best,
Jennifer
***
Here's the part where I review the book. This is the first review I've done on my blog, so congratulations, Jennifer, you are my guinea pig! My ratings are as follows:
5 Stars - Fantastic. A book I will reread and cherish (this rating is practically impossible to achieve)
4 Stars - Fabulous. You won't regret reading this one!
3 Stars - Great. I really enjoyed it
2 Stars - Fair. It had issues, but I worked through them.
1 Star - No thank you. Not my cup of tea. At all.
Amy's Take on Murphy's Law
Murphy’s Law is a contemporary romance starring a hunky hero
with a secret he wants to keep and an appealing heroine with an adorable
daughter.
Jon Murphy is a military man who has hidden out in a remote
cabin because he is ashamed of his actions when held prisoner by the enemy. Although
he shouldn't have been – in my opinion he didn't do anything wrong, but you
know these strong, silent types. Very unforgiving of themselves!
Sara Sheldon made some bad choices when she was younger,
including marrying a rich playboy. She never fit into his family and when he
died, they threatened to take her young, deaf daughter, Abby, away from her.
Without the resources to fight such a rich family, she fled
to the forest. The same forest where
Murphy’s cabin was located.
When Abby goes missing, Sara enlists Murphy’s help to find
her and that’s when the story really takes off.
Murphy and Sara are very attracted to each other, but Murphy
won’t let her act upon it because he’s so ashamed of himself. She doesn't understand what he’s done wrong,
but circumstances force them to stay together.
My favorite character in this novel was Sara. She never gave up. I would have walked away
from Murphy half a dozen times, but she always stuck by him, convinced he would
work his way through his issues and be with her.
I fell in love with her daughter, Abby. She was another favorite of mine. The scene where she and Murphy share Oreos is probably my favorite in the whole book.
I read this book in one sitting over a Saturday afternoon
with wine. I highly recommend you do the
same.
My rating: Fabulous 4 out of 5
stars.
Monday, April 1, 2013
I'm On Blog Radio
Join me tonight as Buy The Book Tour's, Florence Price, interviews me about the Wolf Within series in general and About Face, my latest release, in particular. Interview begins 6:30 p.m. ET/5:30 p.m. CT.
There's even a call in number if you want to ask me a question!
Blog Radio Interview
Don't worry if you miss it. The interview will be available to listen to after it's over too!
So far today has been a great Release Day for About Face! If you buy directly from Lyrical Press, between now and April 8th, you'll only pay 2.99. That's half off the regular price!
Stanzie says GO FOR IT!
Murphy says the same thing, but he's talking about Stanzie ripping off his shirt. ;)
There's even a call in number if you want to ask me a question!
Blog Radio Interview
Don't worry if you miss it. The interview will be available to listen to after it's over too!
So far today has been a great Release Day for About Face! If you buy directly from Lyrical Press, between now and April 8th, you'll only pay 2.99. That's half off the regular price!
Stanzie says GO FOR IT!
Murphy says the same thing, but he's talking about Stanzie ripping off his shirt. ;)
Sunday, March 31, 2013
About Face is Available!
About Face is out!
The fifth novel in the Wolf Within series, this time Stanzie plucks up all her courage to go to Dublin, Ireland. She wants Murphy back, but of course it's more complicated than that.
The conspiracy is darker, deeper, and more desperate than ever.
Here's an excerpt:
“You’re not listening to me at all, are you?” Tears scalded my eyes. “What is the point of
asking me for my objections if you don’t intend to pay any attention to them at all? Why don’t
you just tell me to shut up and deal?”
“Shut up and deal,” Allerton said.
“You do this and I quit. I won’t be your Advisor if you go through with this bonding,” I
declared, and Jason’s face darkened.
“So be it. You are released as my Advisor,” he said. And just like that our nine-month
association was severed. Everything I’d accomplished for him and the Great Council all meant
shit next to his pride.
I threw my napkin on the table and jumped to my feet.
“Stanzie.” Maybe there was a glimmer of regret in his eyes, but it was too late. He’d said
it. Just as my bond mate Murphy said it to me almost four months earlier when he’d walked out
on me and just as my Alpha, Paddy O’Reilly said it to me when he’d left with Murphy.
Three for three. No job. No bond mate. No pack. I was alone. Again.
About Face
The fifth novel in the Wolf Within series, this time Stanzie plucks up all her courage to go to Dublin, Ireland. She wants Murphy back, but of course it's more complicated than that.
The conspiracy is darker, deeper, and more desperate than ever.
Here's an excerpt:
“You’re not listening to me at all, are you?” Tears scalded my eyes. “What is the point of
asking me for my objections if you don’t intend to pay any attention to them at all? Why don’t
you just tell me to shut up and deal?”
“Shut up and deal,” Allerton said.
“You do this and I quit. I won’t be your Advisor if you go through with this bonding,” I
declared, and Jason’s face darkened.
“So be it. You are released as my Advisor,” he said. And just like that our nine-month
association was severed. Everything I’d accomplished for him and the Great Council all meant
shit next to his pride.
I threw my napkin on the table and jumped to my feet.
“Stanzie.” Maybe there was a glimmer of regret in his eyes, but it was too late. He’d said
it. Just as my bond mate Murphy said it to me almost four months earlier when he’d walked out
on me and just as my Alpha, Paddy O’Reilly said it to me when he’d left with Murphy.
Three for three. No job. No bond mate. No pack. I was alone. Again.
About Face
Thursday, March 21, 2013
More from the Circle 2 Vampires
Sneak Peek Sunday! More from my vampire novel, The Circle 2. I'm happy to say the first book in the series, The Circle, is still out of submission and I'm crossing my fingers I hear good news about it soon!
***
***
“I don’t choose the memories. They
just come to me.” I didn't recognize my own voice. I batted away the tissue and
tried to move away from Andre, but he wrapped an arm around my waist and drew
me close. His touch and body heat anchored me and I wanted to bury my face in
his shoulder and block out the rest of the world, but I forced myself to stand
still. Oliver was watching.
“I’m sure that’s a comforting
thought to Ursula.” Bastard. Parker always enjoyed someone else’s humiliation.
He strolled to a sofa and nonchalantly retrieved Ursula’s coat and purse. “She
might want these.” He gave us all
another smirk and left.
“Come on, Neal.” Gareth found their
coats and tossed Neal his. Neal didn't catch it and had to stoop to pick it up
off the floor, but only after Gareth gave him a not so gentle nudge.
“Hang on,” he muttered as Gareth
all but shoved him out the door.
Oliver waited a beat before he looked
at me and Andre and gestured to his office. His expression was ominous.
***
“Show me your Circle mark.” A
command not a request. Oliver’s cognac-colored eyes were stormy dark and I knew
I shouldn't make him wait, but I was paralyzed with fear. Terror spiked through
my veins, cold as winter wind.
“Claire,” Andre murmured. He stood
by the closed door, his face blank. Game face, we called it. Whenever we
gathered in Oliver’s conference room for our quarterly blood exchange with each
other, we tried to maintain our game faces. Blank, expressionless, devoid of
emotion. So no one could fuck with us. Except I could because I was an Enhanced
vampire. I could read minds, influence behavior, and now, apparently, share frigging
memories.
***
If you want to read other fabulous snippets from a variety of great authors, check them out here: More Sneak Peek Sunday Offerings
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - More of My Vampire Novel, Circle 2
Here's the next six paragraphs of my vampire novel, The Circle 2. The Circle, the first novel in the series, is out for submission, so wish me luck!
Without bothering to collect her
bright red cashmere coat or her Gucci purse, Ursula flounced to the door, shoved
Neal aside, and left.
Neal stared after her, speechless.
“Claire. What the fuck just
happened?” Gareth tried not to shout at me, but he was clearly agitated. He
stared at me just like Ursula had. As if I was a freak. And I was.
Andre appeared at my side with breathtaking
abruptness. The man moved like a fucking cat. He had a bar napkin in one hand
which he used to mop Ursula’s spit from my face. His stunningly gorgeous face
was fiercely protective and he shot Gareth a death glare.
“I’m serious.” Gareth’s tone took a
placating edge, but his eyes were filled with agitated confusion.
“Did you see that?” Neal’s voice
shook. “Ursula got stabbed. She was mortal. It was like watching a fucking film
or something. Did you do that, Claire?”
“Of course she did.” Parker answered
for me. He’d recovered himself for the most part and an amused smile quirked
his lips. He was still pale though and his extraordinary blue eyes were a
little glassy. He gave a small laugh. “Nice going, sweetheart, picking such a
mortifying blast from our Ursula’s past.”
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - More from The Circle 2
Here's the next six paragraphs from my paranormal romance about vampires
Ursula's flashback/shared memory is over and her reaction is less than forgiving...
***
Ursula's flashback/shared memory is over and her reaction is less than forgiving...
***
“You cunt.” Ursula’s blue eyes were
huge, hate-filled holes in her face. I swallowed reflexively. The taste of her
blood was tantalizingly sweet. We stared
at each other, aghast, until the lights in Oliver’s conference room flared on
and we screwed up our eyes in protest.
“What the fuck just happened?” Neal
demanded. He stood by the light switch, blood smeared across his face and bare
chest. Multiple bite wounds stood out on his throat.
Parker and Gareth stood so close,
their bodies brushed. Parker’s lips were rouged with Gareth’s blood. Both of
them looked drugged by shock.
Andre, my master and trigger, sat
by himself on the edge of a leather sofa at the end of the room. Blood stained
his half unbuttoned blue shirt. He visibly struggled to overcome the haze that
had enveloped him during our blood exchange.
Oliver stood by the black lacquer
conference table. Proud and devastatingly powerful, he simply stared at me, his
gaze calculating.
“You. Fucking. Freak.” Ursula shrieked the last word and spat a bloody wad of
phlegm at me. Hot and wet, it splattered across my face, but I made no move to
wipe it away. She ached to punch me, I could tell by her contorted face and
clenched fists, but some small shred of self preservation clung to her senses.
No fighting in Oliver’s conference room. I had a lousy feeling she’d lay in
wait in the underground garage though.
Saturday, March 2, 2013
More from The Circle 2 - Ursula's Flashback
It's Sneak Peak Sunday again! Here's the last of Ursula's flashback and you finally find out what happens to her. She is a vampire flashing back to her mortal days when she was a prostitute.
Ursula holds her wrist
to her nose to smell her perfume. “Jesus Christ.”
The man’s flat is empty. The windows
are covered with swaths of black fabric. A tiny fridge sits beneath a grimy
counter with a hotplate on top.
“Where the hell is the bed?” She
turns to ask the man, but he’s fast. He knocks her down to the cracked
linoleum, his weight crushing her. “Fucking bastard!” She aims a kick at his shins, but she’s
positioned all wrong. He jerks her arm behind her back and her scream is huge
inside the empty room.
“No bed, love,” says the man and
stabs her in the back viciously with a knife he takes from his jacket pocket.
Ursula shrieks. The sour stench of
blood fills the air.
“No! No, don’t!” Tears track down her cheeks, blobs
of black mascara dot her face. He raises the knife over his head to stab her
again and his face contorts. He drops the knife, grabs his chest and, with a
shocking suddenness, topples over, striking the back of his head against the
linoleum. He sprawls, still and silent.
Bleeding,
Ursula crawls for the door, leaving bloody smears in her wake. “Oh, please,”
she whispers. “Please someone help me. Please. Someone.”
***
Friday, March 1, 2013
About Face ARC Contest
Hey Everyone!
Today marks one month until Stanzie's fifth (and possibly most heartbreaking) adventure, About Face, is released by Lyrical.
Lyrical is running a month-long contest to win an advance copy of the book, so if you want a chance to win, here's the link:
About Face ARC Contest at Lyrical Press
Good luck!
Today marks one month until Stanzie's fifth (and possibly most heartbreaking) adventure, About Face, is released by Lyrical.
Lyrical is running a month-long contest to win an advance copy of the book, so if you want a chance to win, here's the link:
About Face ARC Contest at Lyrical Press
Good luck!
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Sunday Sneak Peek - More of The Circle 2
Here's another six paragraphs. Don't forget to scroll down to find the first few so you know where you left off!
The man pulls into a
small car park in front of a grungy, run-down building.
“My flat’s just there.” He gestures.
“You’ve got one hour or the rates go
up,” Ursula tells him and gets out of the car. Her spiked heels are loud on the
pavement. When the man tries to slide an arm around her waist, she pulls away.
“No touching till we get inside,”
she snaps.
“Suits me,” says the man and shoves
open the street door. The hall inside reeks of puke and cat piss.
Ursula holds her wrist to her nose
to smell her perfume. “Jesus Christ.”
Sunday, February 10, 2013
More Circle 2
The next six paragraphs of my WIP, The Circle 2.
Scroll down for the first 12 paragraphs if you'd like.
Scroll down for the first 12 paragraphs if you'd like.
The male driver points
at Ursula. “Get in.”
Showing a lot of leg, Ursula
complies. The inside of the car stinks of body odor and rancid fish and chips. Ursula
takes out a small flask of cheap perfume and sprays her throat in a vain
attempt to drown the stench. She peers into the mirror of her compact and smoothes
her eyebrows with a wet fingertip.
“Never mind that bollocks,” says the
driver. He’s a burly man. Hairy and coarse. Ursula shrugs and puts away the
compact.
“Fifteen pounds for a blowjob.
Twenty-five for a shag. No kissing. Forty if you want something kinky.”
The man smirks and digs in his
pocket. He comes up with two twenties and flings them at her. Ursula sighs as
she stuffs them in her purse.
The man pulls into a
small car park in front of a grungy, run-down building.
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - More Circle 2
Sneak Peek Sunday! I'm sharing six paragraphs of my current work in progress an erotic paranormal romance featuring a group of vampires.
These six paragraphs are part of a memory of my character, Ursula. My protagonist, Claire, has additional vampiric powers and one of them is sharing memories through a blood exchange. Last week you read the first six paragraphs, Read them here
Here's the next six.
Ursula greedily sucks
in a huge hit and holds it. She’s wearing an outlandish white faux fur waist
length jacket and a fake leather miniskirt so short her ass cheeks are nearly
exposed. Fishnet stockings and red spike heels. The black girl is in a leopard
print spandex catsuit that screams this is the eighties. Ursula’s black hair is a huge cloud around
her gorgeous face, permed, teased and hairsprayed into an impressive
height.
“Ginger is a twat,” Ursula says
without exhaling. But there is affection
in her dark blue eyes. Worry too.
“How much you make tonight?” The
black girl takes another hit, the red ember at the end of the joint glows
brightly.
“Not enough.” Ursula frowns. She
exhales a stream of gray-blue smoke as the lights of the X-rated Piccadilly Circus theater marquee above her stutter off
and on.
“Me either. Rodney’s such a bastard lately.” The black girl juts a hip when a car slows as
it drifts by. She and Ursula aim
practiced smiles at the driver, who hesitates, then pulls to the curb.
“Want to spend some time together,
love?” She and the black girl approach the car, all business now. The promise of sex oozes from their pores.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Sneak Peek Sunday - 6 Paragraphs from The Circle 2
Today I'm joining author Sara Walter Ellwood in her new creation Sneak Peek Sunday. The object is to post six paragraphs, no more, no less, of your latest WIP to your blog and then pass the link around.
I'm currently writing book 2 in my Circle saga - which features seven of the sexiest, snarkiest, saddest (some of them) vampires I've ever come across.
The protagonist Claire, tells the story from her point of view and she's different from the other vampires in her Circle. She possesses Enhanced powers which allow her to influence behavior, read minds and now, in this book, share memories - both her own and other Circle members'. These are the first six paragraphs of the book which leaves you in the middle of a shared memory, but you'll get the gist, I hope.
As always, I welcome feedback!
I'm currently writing book 2 in my Circle saga - which features seven of the sexiest, snarkiest, saddest (some of them) vampires I've ever come across.
The protagonist Claire, tells the story from her point of view and she's different from the other vampires in her Circle. She possesses Enhanced powers which allow her to influence behavior, read minds and now, in this book, share memories - both her own and other Circle members'. These are the first six paragraphs of the book which leaves you in the middle of a shared memory, but you'll get the gist, I hope.
As always, I welcome feedback!
Blood, dark and spicy, was warm in
my mouth, gulped in a frantic rush from Ursula’s throat. Her perfume, a tangy mixture of citrus and
musk, clogged my sinuses, an annoying distraction even her blood couldn't quite
overcome. Why did she have to wear so
goddamn much perfume? Could she not
smell herself? Everyone else could –
from five rooms away.
The bitch
had doused her throat with the shit too.
Christ, I always made sure to avoid my wrists and throat at blood
exchanges. As a courtesy to my vampiric Circle
mates so my stupid perfume wouldn't muddy the taste of my blood.
None of the
men wore cologne on their throats or wrists on meeting nights either. Only goddamn Ursula. Ugh.
Grimacing,
I swallowed another mouthful. One more and that should do it for our blood
exchange this cold, February night. More
of Ursula’s blood rushed into my mouth – blood and something else. No, oh God no, not one of her memories –
***
“Give us a hit, our Jane?” Ursula, young and
mortal, holds out her hand for the rolled joint clutched in the fingers of a
tall, black girl.
The black girl passes it obligingly.
“Ginger’s late.” Her beaded braids click when she turns her head and expels a
lungful of sweet smelling smoke.
Here's a link to Sara's blog where you can read her 6 paragraphs: Sara Walter Ellwood's Sneak Peek Sunday
Here's a link to Sara's blog where you can read her 6 paragraphs: Sara Walter Ellwood's Sneak Peek Sunday
Friday, January 11, 2013
Invisible - Friday Flash
Invisible
Ever since I could remember I’d followed Billy. I sat behind him in class, at the table next
to his in the cafeteria, high up in the bleachers after school at the ball
field.
He was usually smiling and carefree. A typical boy in a typical small town. But
sometimes he got this look in his eyes. A strange mixture of terror and sorrow that
seemed so grown up and inexplicable to me.
Like he was going somewhere I wasn't. Somewhere in his mind where I couldn't follow.
But I always followed Billy. Everywhere he went. From the first day of kindergarten when I saw
him piling blocks on top of each other in the corner of Mrs. Turner’s room to
the last time I saw him, senior year, in Shannon Wood behind the school.
Over the years he grew tall and strong and beautiful. Boys don’t like it when you call them
beautiful, but that’s the best word for what he was.
Just after spring break our senior year, he started going
out with Kendra Channing. She wasn't the
prettiest girl in our class, but she had something about her that set the boys
buzzing around her. She chose Billy
because he was so beautiful. I heard her
talking about him in the girls’ room one day between classes.
“He is the best looking boy in this entire school,” she
said. “And those dreamy eyes of his?
Drives me crazy wondering what he’s thinking. I’m going to find out.”
The other girls sighed in envy. My heart was a lump of sick
fire choking me, but I managed to keep smiling. Not that anyone even noticed I
was there. Nobody ever did really.
I’m good at keeping to the fringes, standing in the
shadows. Half the kids in school have
gone to class with me since kindergarten and at least a third of them couldn't tell you my last name if it meant they’d win a million dollars. Maybe not even my first name.
To most people I just don’t exist.
Like Billy. After
that first day of kindergarten when we built block towers together and shared
our peanut butter sandwiches, he never even looked at me. His gaze sort of slid
past me to somebody else. I didn't know
what I did wrong. Maybe it was because he was a boy and I was a girl.
He started playing with Karl Jones. They built block fortresses,
had food fights, and chased each other around the playground.
I watched them, my heart burning with jealousy, but they
never asked me to play too.
Almost every day after school, it was the same routine: Out the side door of the school, through the
west parking lot, into the dark maze of Shannon Wood he used as a short cut to
get to his house on Peach Lane .
We weren't supposed to go into Shannon Wood. Some little kid
got killed there years ago using the short cut.
Broad daylight and everything, but it’s dark in those woods. I always got goosebumps when I followed Billy
along the pine needle path and across Thacker’s Brook to Oak Street . Billy’s end of Peach Lane was only half a block off Oak Street if he
took the Shannon Wood short cut.
I wanted to tell him not to do it because the bad man who
killed that little kid might still be lurking behind a tree trunk or in the
little hollow in the bank by the falling apart footbridge, but I didn't because
then he’d know I was there.
So I shivered and followed him as closely as I dared without
giving myself away.
Fridays after school he always hurried home because he and
his family had pizza night together.
They hung out and played board games and watched movies all squished
together on the sectional sofa in the living room. Billy never went out to parties with the
other kids from school on Fridays. You’d
think he would get teased about it by his friends, but I think they were as
envious of Billy’s tight knit family as I was.
Lots of times I watched through the window while they sat
around the dining room table and played Life and Scrabble and Clue.
Laughing. Trying to distract each other
so they could cheat until his mom came in with a big bowl of popcorn and said
it was movie time.
My family never had pizza nights. My dad barely acknowledged my mom. He came home from work, changed his clothes
and shut himself up in the den to watch sports.
Mom sat at the kitchen table pretending to read, but really just
sneaking gulps of wine. She was usually
drunk and passed out in bed by 9:30 but my dad never went to bed until after
midnight so he never knew. Or he pretended not to. I could never decide.
But Billy’s family wasn't like mine. His brothers were almost as beautiful as he
was and his sister, the baby of the family, was like a blond angel come down to
live on earth. Sometimes I hated her, but
most times I just wished I was her.
The last time I saw Billy was a Friday afternoon in Shannon
Wood. All day he’d had that look in his
eyes – the one that was part terror, part sadness.
“I know you’re there,” he said just before he stepped onto
the footbridge across Thacker’s Brook.
I froze, my heart thumping so hard it hurt. How?
I’d been so careful. Had I
stepped on a twig or some dead leaves?
“ You've got to stop following me. Haven’t you done it long
enough, Gina?”
I stepped out of the shadows of a pine tree and his face in
the dappled afternoon sunlight slanting through the tree tops was so sad I
wanted to comfort him. But I didn't know
how.
“It was thirteen years ago. I was a little kid, just like
you. I couldn't save you. I know you
blame me, but I ran for help. I didn't just run away. I’m sorry I didn't stay and defend you but I
was scared. I was five.” His chest heaved as he spoke and his eyes got very
blue with tears.
I stared at him, unable to speak. Numb. I was so numb I felt
paralyzed.
“Stop haunting me,” he shouted and a bird in the tree across
the brook shrieked and took wing in startled surprise. “I was a little kid and I ran. I couldn't help it that you got killed and I didn't!
Please. Please leave me alone.”
Dead. Was that what I
was? Is that why no one ever talked to
me or acknowledged me or included me in anything?
I told him we shouldn't go through Shannon Wood. My mommy
said to walk home on Carver Street
and not go into the woods. But Billy
said he was a big boy and he could cut through the scary old woods if he
wanted.
When he slid down the hill behind the big kids’ school and
walked fearlessly into the trees, I only hesitated a moment before I followed.
The man was hiding behind a big rock near the brook. He
smelled gross and his clothes were all dirty.
“Little girl,” he kept saying as he held me down in the dead
leaves and did bad things to me.
But I don’t remember dying.
Did I blame Billy?
Was the envy that burned in my chest because he was alive and I wasn't and not because he didn't want to play with me anymore? Was that it?
“Please go away,” Billy said again and tears streaked down
his cheeks. When he turned around and
splashed through the brook and out onto Oak Street , for the first time since
kindergarten I didn't follow.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Friday Flash - Hide and Seek
Martin was drunk. He
stumbled on the door mat outside my apartment and turned to me with a laughing
smile. I grinned back and before I knew
it we were in a hot and steamy embrace.
His breath tasted like whiskey and his tongue was hot against mine. He shoved me against the door and slid one
hand beneath my mini skirt. When he encountered my bare thighs and slid his
hand up, I hissed in anticipation. It
had been so long since I’d had sex, this was fantastic.
“Let’s go inside,” he said, never taking his mouth away from
mine. I fumbled for the doorknob which
was digging into my back.
We all but fell into the foyer and once inside he scooped me
up in his arms and I kicked the door shut with one high heeled gladiator
sandal. Should I kick them off? No. I’d wear them to bed. Sexy.
“Well, this is interesting.”
The familiar voice insinuated itself beneath my skin and I went cold. Brendan.
Shit. He’d found me again. No matter how times I escaped him, he always tracked
me down. Jealous husbands are like homing pigeons, damn it.
“What the fuck?” Martin staggered with me in his arms and
would have dropped me if I hadn't grabbed the back of the sofa. He dumped me unceremoniously and brought his
fists up, his face flushed with whiskey and wrath. “Who the hell is that,
Deirdre?”
“Deidre, I might ask you the same question,” drawled the man
slouched in my favorite armchair by the window. He had a glass of red wine at
his elbow. Bastard. My forty dollar Merlot. It figured.
“Martin, you’d better go,” I said.
Martin’s mouth dropped open.
He looked foolish and not very hot anymore. Anger swirled around him in a palpable mist.
“Are you shitting me?” He took a step toward me and Brendan
came to immediate alert. To most people he would have looked relaxed and amused,
but I knew him intimately. If the situation warranted, he’d be across the room
in a flash and Martin would be toast. Just what I didn't need. My carpet was off white. Blood would never, ever come out.
“I’ll explain later. Just go, okay?” Martin didn't seem to
hear me; his attention was focused on Brendan. Oh, yeah, there’d be a
fight. Damn it.
“Who. The hell. Are you?” Martin stabbed a finger in Brendan’s
direction and Brendan grinned. An ice cold shiver ran down my spine. When Brendan
grinned like that, it was best to run. I
calculated the distance between the sofa and my bedroom and didn't like the
odds. I might be able to duck behind the
granite counter in the kitchen, but I doubted it.
“The nightmare you wish you could wake up from,” said
Brendan. He relied heavily on clichés and movie lines when he went homicidal and
before I could open my mouth to call him off, he’d already come over the back
of the sofa.
Martin went down without a sound. He didn't have a chance.
Blood spattered over me and my sofa and for a moment all I could hear was the
gurgling of Martin’s severed windpipe as he aspirated the last of the breath in
his lungs. He was dead before Brendan
began to feed thankfully. The tearing
and chewing made my blood heat and I tried really hard but I couldn't resist
the pull.
My hands turned to claws, leathery wings sprouted painfully
from my back and my favorite little black dress ripped to shreds. This was one expensive evening in more ways
than one.
Horns burst from my forehead and my mouth wrenched into a
beak.
By the time my transformation was complete, that fucker, Brendan,
had nearly consumed all of Martin’s intestines.
With an outraged squawk, I caught the end of one slippery,
pink entrail in my beak and pulled. Brendan
had a mouthful of wicked razor sharp teeth and he clamped down and wouldn't let
go.
Hoarse growls burst from his throat. I flapped my wings at
him and gave one last pull before he abruptly let go. If not for my wings, I would have
somersaulted backwards. Instead, I
snapped up the intestine and gulped it down. Delicious. Better than sex, but not what I’d intended
for Martin. Poor bastard. Oh, well.
That’s the way the cookie crumbles sometimes.
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