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“Angel, talk to me.” Andre sat
close beside me on the mattress on the floor. I’d taken refuge in my room when
we’d arrived at our Knightsbridge flat. For months I’d meant to decorate the
room – at least get a bed frame, but since I slept with Andre in his room, I hadn't gotten around to it. Since the night the circles had appeared around our
Circle marks, we’d been inseparable. Mostly we’d made love. We should have been
working on how to control my powers, but we’d had so much lost time to make up.
Regret and shame tasted sour on my
tongue and I buried my face in my drawn up knees. I couldn't get the image of
Ursula’s petrified expression as she’d been stabbed out of my head. God, if
only I could scrub my eyes with a wire brush the way I could the kitchen sink
when it got dirty.Both of us stank of old blood. We
needed baths and clean clothes.
“Does she have a scar?” Over and
over I saw the knife plunge into Ursula’s back. Jesus, that had to have hurt
like hell. She wore backless gowns, but I couldn't remember seeing a scar. Why
was there no scar? “From the knife when she was stabbed?”
“No. When you Turn, all your scars
heal,” Andre reminded me.
“But you knew she was a prostitute
before she was Turned?” My voice was muffled by the blood-red sheets that
shrouded my knees. They smelled stale. I only used this room as a glorified
closet. I hadn't spared a thought for washing the sheets in ages.
“Oliver told me before he let me
Turn her. Asked if it made a difference to me. With my past indiscretions, I
could hardly have objected. She volunteered that information exactly one time,
ten years later. I never said a word to anybody. Of course, she also mentioned
it to Parker, who did tell everyone. By the time he told you, it was old news,
although I suppose Neal didn't know. But it’s a sore spot with her.” Andre made
sure to keep his body in contact with mine, but he made no move to embrace me.
If he had, I would have pushed him away because I didn't deserve comfort. But
his touch was the only thing that kept me anchored. I was one breath away from
howling. I hated myself. Ursula was a
bitch, but I’d had no fucking right to expose her the way I had.
Hi Amy, enjoying each one of your excerpts! Love the ending to this one! :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks! :) Ursula and Claire have a terrible relationship and this situation is just going to make it worse.
DeleteGreat peek, Amy. 6 paragraphs isn't enough, haha:) i must know more about Ursula and the stink of old blood!!
ReplyDeleteLOL! This novel is 200 pages long so there will be a lot of sneak peak Sundays in my future. Unless I sell the first one and then this one and they get published. That might go quicker! :)
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